it was a stay home night ytd. ((:
i have been so homely for like 2 weeks alr.
somehow i donno where to go anymore.
& like there's no one to turn to.
so, ya im working 5.5 days a week.
other than that, i'll just be at home.
guess im just a boring person..
love is dying under my boredom.
so shall let him just move on with his program. (:
janet and patrick calls up kinds late. and im alr like damn lazy to move.
here, today is a sat. and i'll be release from work at 1230.
what to do today? hmm. i miss love alot when he's not ard.
but somehow when he's ard, we doesnt seems to talk that much anymore.
love say he feels a distance between us. somehow i felt so too.
but how shld i improve. i seriously donno.
we need something to color up our love life ((:
or was it just that honeymoon period is over?
i do not noe but im still going to put in effort to make this r/s work out.
even if it doesnt i wouldnt regret. cos ive tried my best.
its like 10.18am still. like 1hr 40mins more to end work.
my task is done for today so i should just relax and wait time to pass. haha.
didnt wake love up when im going for work this morning
he's tired. and he gonna work tonight. hope he would still be sound aslp till i come home (:
superr missed and loved.
what we could have been, 10:13 AM.