Friday, February 26, 2010

Its soooo tiring these days. Gonna work in the day and night. I'm nt used to waking up early and slp early also. Feeling damn tired everyday. Falling aslp.. I also don't
Wish to take 2 job de lor. But I do not have a choice. Hais. Wondering just what is
Good for me. Tonight o+ again. Any interesting people dropping by? Damn sian lor.
Don't feel like working there alr.

We do not get to choose what we wanna be. Its fate that leads us.

what we could have been, 5:49 PM.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

220210 tuesday (:

its second day of work. boring still. but i enjoy chatting with gina. (:

its kinda slack slack day. haha. oops. feels kinda guilty though.

ended work at 8pm den meet ethan for dinner @ cuppage.

ramen.. nice nice. thanks for the recommendation. its great!

home sweet home after that. feels so healthy now. haha.

some unhappy things happen. wondering why are we always quarreling.isit u? or isit me? its been so often that i really got so sick to even talk back. whats going to happen next? i guess we should both give each other some space. we are thinking way too much that we should.

BYE BI!

what we could have been, 12:45 AM.

Monday, February 22, 2010

220210 monday (:

first day of work (: kinda boring but still its my job. maybe have to wait for more customers to find out bout this salon. its a newly open salon for like 3 months. located @ chinatown point.
shop name APPEARANCE! facial and slimming services available. interested parties might wanna give it a try. we'll be glad to serve u.

here's a few photos of my over-sizes uniform. & i got to bun my hair. how do i look like?

ended work at ard 9pm. went to boon lay. cousin anqi house for dinner with ah ma and auntie.

they are really nice. and i haven been visiting them for years.

here's a photo of veronica's baobei ! he's super cute and obedient. didnt cry at all. but he puts everything he finds in his MOUTH! hahas.

its been a long busy day. & im kinda tired due to not enough slp. only when im home, eyes wide open. haha. this is bad. my dear friend at appearance, gina, she's kinda nice. and taught me alot of things. entertain me while im really bored.

1030am that i reach the salon. so early. changed to uniform, bun my hair and get used to the environment. wiped some of the stuff & finally, lunch! read magazine from 4pm till 6pm. ridiculous. haha. janet, gladys (boss) and joyce came at ard 6 plus 7. chatted with janet and soon after that end work alr. haha. tml's gonna be a long day again. hope everything's gonna be good.

BYE BI!

what we could have been, 11:27 PM.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

200210 saturday night (:

powerhouse again. met alot of friends. and drank kinda fast.

was high kinda early. and went back quite early.

happy to meet alot of friends (: din managed to take photo with all of them.

so here are a few of them (:

besties LYONE!

our very popular GUOFENG!

errm.. i forgot her name eh. just another friend laa (:

okays. i noe i look like shit ytd. but its souvenir (:

snap snap!

yea. and i seriously hate the format of the podium now. everybody mixed up tgt.

podium should let girls get on ma. for those who dont wanna dance with those random guys.

made me so dont feel like dancing alr. ended up keep drinking. ):

210210 sunday (:

its lovely slack slack day onced again.

woke up at ard 2 plus. bathe and down to causeway point for movie.

WOLFMAN! i like the sound effects and its sooo real la. damn cool show.

back home to rest. (: sunday sunday! tomorrow gonna start work alr.

wonder how its gonna be like. real scary yet like fun. aiya i also donno what i wan. haha.

busy life gonna start again. though i dont really like it. but there is NO CHOICE.

needa work for money sake (:

alrights readers. im logging off. BYE BI!

what we could have been, 7:12 PM.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

donno how and when i start to love blogging.

like ppl who cares for me will be the loyal reader.

and i have the say to my blog. though nobody is tagging on my damn tagboard.

some of them still motivates me by msging.

thanks for loving me, god.

i noe that i have lots more obstacles to go thru in future. and i shouldnt break down now.

but i learnt something ytd. all guys are crows.

tian xia wu ya yi ban hei.

its gonna be powerhouse later on den home.. haven been home for so long la.

needed take more photos for my blog. (:

i went shopping ytd. bought a few items and is really happy bout it. i haven buy anything for so damn long. ): spent quite a amt, and bought sleep mask. haha. needa takecare of my complexion since im sleeping so late everyday. missed all the beauty sleep lor. how to be pretty like that. and i realize im so in love with black. i bought all my dresses in black. haha. i cant be sweet girl anw. LOL. i love shopping alone. can go to anywhere i want and stay for as long as i want and nt get disturbed. i dont need comments on what i wanna buy anyway. i go by my heart. i like can alr. haha. (:

wonder how work's gonna be like. must be tiring. day and night. ):

what we could have been, 5:56 PM.

its because i love u.

but it doesnt seems to do any good.

& i wish i din love u at all.

so much things i wanna noe the answers.

wish i could press rewind. & rewrite every sentence of u and me.

i tried and i tried to get u off my mind.

but it doesnt get any better. as each day goes by.

that im lost and confused. i got nth to lose.

it seems like there's always something right infront to remind me.

190210 friday.

work again at o+. supposed to go down to ph and meet ven, anzi and guys.

but something crops up, and i got no mood for it anymore.

its sat again. supposed to be a great night to party. but its not.

pondering.. whats gonna be like in the future? improve? dont seems like.

monday gonna start work alr. (: hope everything's gonna be okays.

bye bi!

what we could have been, 3:05 PM.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

170210 wednesday night (:

its poy's birthday. i went down to powerhouse to meet them (:

poy was kinda high. i reach at around 2 plus i guess.

party kinda ending alr. ): we went to dragonfly aft that.

here's some photos (:

bibibibibibibibibi!

kevin,poy & bi!

quality of this photo kinda sucks. ):

180210 thursday!

woke up ard 2.30pm but still feeling really tired.

bi act like very nice say bring me go town walk walk.

end up... he meet eddie. den they go shopping tgt i walk myself -.-

went for my eyelash touch up at far east den off to cine to meet eddie.

walk over to somerset 313 for a walk. quite a big place.

and i saw janet! how coincident.

and i like that zara got lift! damn cool. (:

bought a jacket from forever 21.

super love (: went for movie. little big soldier.

by jackie chan. quite nice though.

finally had popcorn aft so damn long. (: sweet and salted mixed.

had frolicks yogurt too. ohmy.. its really nicee....

taking picture of my loving yogurt and i got eddie in too! (:

its the best yogurt ive eaten so far. loved (:

today is a relaxing day. realize im slacking everyday when i dont work. haha.

always stay at home and rot my life away. luckily went out today. so i wont be that bored.

bi is making topshell in the kitchen. trying improved formula. wonder how its gonna be like.

gonna add plum sauce. angie say its going to taste better. mm. (:

bought milk and cereal for tml's breakfast.

bye bi! (:

what we could have been, 11:11 PM.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Had my lovely dinner at newton circus! Loves loves. But today got no cockles.
Aunty say due to new year. Sadded. I love cockles and sotong at newton! Super good.
Had chicken wing just nw too! Nice nice dinner. Den home to change and down to kovan.
Its gambling for bi again. And I just stare into space. Selecting r&b song and self
Entertian. ): no choice its new year. I wonder its good or bad for nt gambling.
Cos I donno hw to play. Haha. Wanna go eat sakae sushi tml! Loves loves. I needa gain
Weight again. Lost 2kg! Now 38kg. Damn it. Bored bored bored. Somebody teach me how to self entertain eh. Or intro some ways for me to earn more money la. (: save me..
Bye bi!

what we could have been, 2:10 AM.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

i didnt say..

3rs day of lunar new year
its just another random day. bored bored. moodless.
everybody's out. wonders how the hell they got so much programs.
work's boring ytd. time pass damn slow.
somehow i dont like the lifestyle now. feels so.. meaningless.
everyday seems to be the same. none of the day i feel surprise, happy or whatsoever.
how to make my life better? i donno.
used to go for moviess.. yet now i dont even noe what movie is showing.
used to go shopping, yet now there's nth that caught my mind.
used to love singing, yet now i donno the latest song.
used to love eating, but now i got no appetite.

such a differences in life. good or bad. how to find that lively, cheerful me back.
isit that as we grow, life will become simpler?
but i donwan eh. i wan to be happy.
i wanna be the author of my life. (:
i wan to plan my daily life as im only young once.
and im not gg to live forever.
still unable to figure out nuffnang. hais. damn!

what can we do on a random tues? i haven do my laundry. aww.
any laundry shop opened? i rather send it there. im uber lazy.
i dont like to do house chores. ):
needa maid. maybe i should work in maid agency. hahaha.
any nice movie on show now?
i miss POPCORN!

bye bi! ):

what we could have been, 5:48 PM.

Monday, February 15, 2010

supposed to go to mum house today. but mummy say nt so early.

called her but she did nt ans. ):

stayed home the entire day. watched a tv show. kinda touching.

but morale of the story and kinda like u cannot trust anybody.

and u cant even trust what u see. cos u couldnt see the real story.

alot arent true. and those who din mention anything are the ones that cared.

love is a game. trust is a risk. getting hurt is a possibility.

what a show to watch on new year. everybody seems to be gambling.

when i dont. ): boring. gonna work tonight.

haven do my laundry. what should i wear tonight. mm.

at the age of 20 this year. what should i actually do?

still, i believe in independent. ((:

jiayou jiayou jiayou!

bye bi!

what we could have been, 5:21 PM.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

happy new year & happy valentine's day!!~~

its a special day whereby everyone in the family gathers to have a meal together.

as humans grows up, we tend to be separate with our loved ones.

by marriage or by any other ways. new year is the day that bring ur together.

and of course... its the collect ang pows day!

i woke up at 11plus this morning. was uber tired and hungry. haha. had a nice lunch though.

visiting... and received a can of orange juice by the brand of BLUEBIRD! (:

uber tired by 4pm. went home and took a nap.

130210
went to powerhouse for party with darling viven!

met darius there. after so damn long din see him lor.

we took quite a number of photos. but most of them with viven. haha.

will upload when i receive them yea.

with darling viven. forgive my pale face yea.
i got really bad nose block ytd. its killing me lor.
& i was so tired last night. haha. i fall aslp so instantly when i got home (:

valentine's day used to be so great for me. like preparing stuff for ur loved one.

remembering back to school days. there was onced i went ikea with a friend and bought small

transparent containers. add in colourful m&m chocolates and gave to some of my close friends.

they were surprised and i tot it was really nice.

now, im older alr. got lesser friends. lesser ideas. dont seems to enjoy valentine day so much alr.

but still, having someone u love beside u is more than enough. (:

best wishes to all the attached couples and good luck to those who are not.

bye bi! ((:

what we could have been, 9:33 PM.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

happy new year! today gonna have reunion dinner.

cant wait. gonna have a feast ((:

went to bugis just now for a walk. damn hot lor.

& nth nice that caught my eye. how boring.

why is singapore clothing so not nice.

sian-nesssss..

mummy cant stop nagging. ohmy! new year must have good good mood ma.

weird mummy. now at mummy's place. waiting for bro and sis to come back and eat tgt.

hehe. (: tonight gonna go to bi's uncle house for dinner.. hope its gonna be a nice nice one.

darling viven says its powerhouse tonight.

but i kinda feel not so in mood eh. whats wrong with me?

visiting daddy tml. heng daddy not so noisy. oops!

120210 friday night (0+)

johnny gave me bak kua today. haha. new year gift huh.

LOL. chu er gonna start work alr. siansssss..

but needa earn more money ma. ):

ARGH. money is a big big factor in singapore man.

lets hope its gonna be a good good year this year. the year of tiger. (:

imma lion. leoooooo.. (:

bye bi!

what we could have been, 3:09 PM.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

some words are left unspoken.

100210

went down to chinatown again.

very stressful. yet i tried my best alr.

there's another applicant going down for interview today.

so they will decides between 2.

didnt pin high hope, anw im new to this ma.

lets just sit back and relax.

after cny gonna find a day job alr. need extra income.

its gonna be a boring new year.

no new clothes. nowhere to go. nothing to do.

no one to meet. so its gonna be sleeping time?

den i better save more sleeping pills for then huh.

down to powerhouse last night.

not a very enjoyable night though.

110210
stay home day. (:

boring yet got no idea what to do.

staying at home means no photos to post.

going down to powerhouse with viven on coming sat. as promised.

mm. kinda tired of clubbing huh. whats so nice bout it.

the only thing, is the music i guess.

and i enjoy drinking when its not working day.

and i kinda like house pour rather den bottle drinks or beer.

我从来都不说不不是因为我愿意是因为我爱你

what we could have been, 5:44 PM.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Been absence from blog recently. Sorry. Busy with work, interview and deco of my
Phone. Went chinatown so often recently. Buy rhinestones for my phone. so tired
Sticking it lor. But the diamonds keep dropping. Damn! Anybody gt better intro of glue? On the way to interview now. Goodluck to me alright!

what we could have been, 5:27 PM.

Monday, February 8, 2010

cats are so cute huh? (:

just ended work and got home.

im gonna be more hardworking.

earn more money. sg money very important.

cannot so lazy alr la. ):

now so poor. haha. work is quite relax today.

think working on sunday is quite a good idea huh.

dont drink alot. dont do alot of work. just kinda bored.

but its fine. think of the money that is going to come in. haha. (:

going for interview tml. hope everything's gonna turn out good yea.

its a new year. wanna new start. god, please gimme a chance. (:

what we could have been, 2:01 AM.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

while everybody is asleep. i cant sleep lor.. donno why. maybe not used to sleeping early ba.

sometimes i really wanna change my character. being so fierce and straight forward. sometimes

it might nt be good. and when im feeling down or upset. i couldnt show my true self.

i wanna lead a happy life. with someone i love. living a simple life, feeling secured and love.

who can provide me with such love? somebody.. on the other side of the world?

every guy seems nice to u at the start and its really hard to know if the person is treating u

well as he is or just wanna act nice.

stupid cupid stop picking on me!

what we could have been, 1:27 AM.

in this cruel world, appearance become a veyr big factor.

to stand out from crowds. and to earn a living.

everybody is supposed to improve themselves to looks better.

at least better den average looking.

appearance- people treat u differently.

so when people says that woman's money are easy to get.

models.. actress and everything. all of them looks good.

and before they show their potential, human's first lookout.

looks and how they dress up.

i sooo wanna be prettier la.. alr got no potential alr. ):

its a slack slack sat. went daddy's place for lunch.

slack ard and went home to get notes for facial.

haha. gonna go down to janet's dajie beauty salon for interview on monday.

so scared. like so scary huh. and i have not been serving facial service for damn long alr la!

home and made topshell. lots of chilli. whoa. my fav! (:

tml's gonna work again. ): sadded.

what we could have been, 12:00 AM.

Friday, February 5, 2010

our love berry!

loves my bb phone. its awesome la..

i think its better den iphone. haha.

iphone is so selfish. and battery life so sucky.

gonna buy some blink blink and stick it on my phone.

haha. so black like so boring huh.

bought a hair straightener from eddie. (:

gonna try it later. did eyelash extension ytd.

so happy. (: so many chio bu ard nowadays.

cannot lose. LOL.

im gonna missed clubbing tml..

haha.. to make someone feel bad.

but think im gonna suffer. cos ppl watching soccer huh.

whats so nice bout soccer? im nicer la. (:

haha. its gonna be work later on again.

needa day job la. earn more money. so broke nowadays.

why like that? seeing others having so much things.. so good.

money makes wonder. i also want lehs.

haha. needa work hard.

new year and valentine's day is round the corner.

due to it falls on the same day, feels like there's no valentine's day this year.

mm. ): i used to love valentine's day. but think im gettin old.

gonna be so boring. i wanna get a life!

jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs jobs..

what we could have been, 4:37 PM.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

feeling so helpless. feels that school is so difficult for me.

cannot handle. i guess, i better get myself a day job and move on la.

earn more money for the family now is better.

family needs me. (:

din went to sch ytd, slack feeling real tired.

went to town and shop shop yet din buy anything.

ate din tai feng and went to work.

suffering from gastric pain last night. donno why also.

thanks rachel for buying medicine for me.

and happy birthday to franssica.

din go to school today again. gave up. haha.

went queensway for lunch den home to rest. feeling so lazy.

anybody got any job to intro??

what we could have been, 7:07 PM.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Sometimes somewhere in me really hates the way I am. Why am I like this? My mum din trach me to be like this. Somehow I wish I can just evaporate into the air. Wanted so much in life, yet nth seems to be reachable.

what we could have been, 9:07 PM.