Sunday, June 20, 2010

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY! (:

went over to daddy house to eat with him.
end up he went for mahjong session. LOL.
aunty cooked curry chicken and chilli crab.
super nice (: lovess. aunty is such a good chef.
love didnt managed to join us as he's working.
sad ): super missed love.
love's getting busy with work recently. jiayou yea (:
he will only be back at night and by den he's gonna be so damn tired alr.
tmr morning i gotta work. no time to pei love alr.
when i end work, thats when he need to start work alr.
so sad. super miss love laa. get back soon yea.
hope our working schedule could match den we'll have more time tgt.

work is kinda tough at first.
everytime i learn new things, it seems so tough.
but after sometime everything seems to gets better.
hope everything goes well for me (:
its a brand new start and i really love to end work early.
haha. but sadly love dont get a chance to enjoy with me.
feeling a little lonely & tired at home.

love, i wanted so much of you. please come back soon. <3

what we could have been, 2:54 PM.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

oh yea. i haven been updating blog again. (:

busy with work. started my new job already.

still not used to it. so i guess i just need to get used and everything will be okay. *hopefully*

happy that work is really near my house. good good! ((:

and i end work early everyday. superb. though gotta wake up really early.

love's on the way back to meeee.. heh. feels like damn long didnt see him.

but in fact he just left for work like this morning. haha.

its a saturday night. & i seriously donno if i shld go out.

feels kinda lazy but a part of me was like dont waste a saturday away.

im still young. shld party hard right? (:

okay. final conclusion.. party with baby ((:

loveylovey.

what we could have been, 11:29 PM.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

once upon a time, i believe it was tuesday
when i caught ur eye
and we caught onto something, i hold on to the night
you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
were u just kidding?' cause it seems to me

this thing is breaking we down, we almost never speak
i dont feel welcome anymore
baby, what happened? please tell me
'cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door

and i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
and they u feel so low, you cant feel nothin' at all
and i flashback to when he said, forever and always

and it rains in ur bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when ure here and it rains where ure gone
cause i was there when u said forever and always

was i out of line? did i say something way too honest
that made u run and hide like a scared little boy
looked into ur eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
now im not so sure

so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? thought i knew for a minute
but i dont anymore

and i stare at the phine and he still hasn't called
and then u feel so low, you cant feel nothing at all

what we could have been, 3:02 PM.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

love went back home this afternoon.

i totally understand that u need to be home, but still i cant stop myself from missing u.

ytd was a miracle. a stay home sat night. ((:

i became so homely recently. seldom go out alr. maybe ppl ard u will really make u change.

went for movie with love ytd at tiong bahru.

karate kid. love have been grumbling that he wanna watch that. hah.

nice show though. i feel so touched and cried alot in the cinema.

haha. love say imma cry baby. oops!

went to visit daddy today. he's not feeling well.

refused to eat panadol and says that it doesnt helps.

wanted to bring him to the doctor and he rejected as well.

as heartache to see him shiver. ):

had lunch with sis and her bf.

love being with my family.

if only love was there as well it will be such a beautiful scene.

maomao is getting smarter and growing well nowadays.

its gonna be interview tml. hope everything goes well for me yea (:

love, i miss u when ure not ard. i wont be angry if u go home silly.

i totally understand that ur family needs u as well.

just like me (: dont worry about me. just do whatever that makes u happy okay.

cos all i wanted is u to be happy (:

with loves. <3

what we could have been, 7:12 PM.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

been home for 4 days.. thats a miracle for me.

seems to have lost interest in clubbing.

been looking for job but donno whats best for me.

what am i actually looking for. im still at a age whereby i donno what i want. ):

hope to get something good along the way.

went to register for liscense few days back. & looked thru the basic booklet just now.

mad confusing ): hopefully i'll managed to get my liscense. dont wish to waste money.

having bad appetite this few days. whats wrong with me eh?

please~ someone color my life for meeee..

needa tone down my hair color. having this hair color i doubt i can get any job.

haha. (: want my hair to grow faster. super miss my long hair.

love have been busy with work recently. ):

i must learn to be more independent and understanding.

IM STUBBORN, ATTITUDE, SHORT-TEMPERED, UNFRIENDLY, UNSOCIALABLE, LAZY,

LIKES TO CRITICISE PEOPLE, DUMB, ARROGANT & everything bad u can think of ):

what we could have been, 8:16 PM.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

INTRODUCING MY NEW LOVE OF MY LIFE (: MAOMAO!!

now ive learnt a lesson. not to let maomao sleep in the afternoon. if he sleep too much he'll bark at night. causing everybody unable to slp.

SHUT UP MAOMAO! <3>

what we could have been, 10:44 PM.

okay. im absence from blog for a few days again.

and here's a overdue photo.

070610 monday.

off to dog farm with momo and sis. looking for my ideal pet. and got myself a pom.! mad cute. will update his photo soon. he's been sleeping alot as he's still a baby. superb love. off to woodlands driving centre to register to get a liscense. think i wont be able to pass. i wanna get bike liscense as well. (: hopefully* went ktv with sis after that. its been so many yrs since we last went. had a wonderful day (: satisfied. meet bb at causeway point den home to play with maomao. momo came over after that. & stayed for the night (:

080610 tuesday

woke up by momo as he's crying. fed him and play with him for awhile. momo set me and maomao to slp. den he heads off to work. woke up at ard 1 plus. brought maomao to daddy place to play. he's a playful boy today (: still sleepy as ever. cant wait to bring him to more wonderful places. momo haven return from work ): i shall update maomao photo tonight. stay tune (:

what we could have been, 2:58 PM.

Friday, June 4, 2010

isnt this super cute?

okay, im sorry i got no photos again. nothing nice for me to take pictures of.

momo is not ard. no mood. ): im gonna buy a lumix cam! to capture every single moments.

my old pinky so lousy. CMI.

super down at work. so, whats for today? appointments, phone calls & billings again..

where are all my friends. i need someone to accompany me. dont wanna live my life alone.

work is pulling me back. i always told myself that, i have to make sure of youth.

be it party hard or anything. but seems i got no time for it. i don wanna wait till i grow old den start to party. that will be way too late. what to do? what to do?

i.can.hide.up.above.

what we could have been, 9:43 AM.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

its amazing how u can speak right to my heart.

ive never know it could be so quiet and empty with momo. work must be tough, boring & tired. but momo gotta jiayou yea. i donno if u'll ever read this but.. at least im gonna keep it so i'll still see it in future. (:

woke up in the morning, momo went to work. & i prepare myself for work as well. ive never fell this tired before. but today i really feel tired. body seems so heavy. heart seems to have sank. & realise im all alone. walk ard after work. din wanna head home so early and feel all alone. shop a lil. cooked myself dinner and here i am in front of my lappy again. I WANNA GET AWAY! feeling stress recently. ): there again, miss momo. everything seems to have become a new habit. yes, i might be adaptable. but still ive got a heart & a mind. i do feel sad and do miss u. if only u were here tonight. but because ure nt here tonight, i noe how much u meant to me. how important ure.

momomomomomomomomomomomomomo is loveeeeeee!

what we could have been, 11:10 PM.

AFTER A LONG DAY @ WORK, i went to shirley's house to change my nails design.

got sick and tired of lollipops and ice cream alr. haha. & design for june is going to be simple.

fruity month. plain and i think like it. ((:

feels so tired today. no motivation to go to work. but still, there is no choice.

tml gonna be another busy day again. appt full!! have been receiving lots of calls of new clients.

good start i supposed.

momo will be going to work ltr at 730am. & is going to be away for like 60 hrs.! ohmy.

i'll be real lonely. )): what should i do? mad sad. but no choice. life still goes on.

think i should early start to plan something about my life alr. for now, all i can do is work hard.

but i want to work smart. not work hard. i need to have a dream. otherwise i'll never be there.

needs to wake up my damn idea..!! jiayou!

IS GOING TO MISS MOMO ALOT ALOT!! ((: because u said u love me. & i believe so. <3

what we could have been, 1:22 AM.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

OKAYS. IM BACK HOME.

THERE GOES MY LOVELY OFF DAY.

went out with momo for a movie.

"once a gangster" quite funny. ((:

off to party world at shenton way. ((:

den down to bq to get my pay. had a wonderful day out with momo.

after one long week. seriously think that my pay is way too PATHETIC LOW.

okay, im kinda tired alr. here are some photos ((:

taken at essensuals.

lazy to arrange photos. this is taken today.

momo love this photo (: taken @ home *loves*

as your little girl grows .. ((:

what we could have been, 1:06 AM.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

YEETZEE IS HERE AGAIN!!

finally i gonna post something bout things that happened recently.

of course not all pictures are updated yet. cos im way too lazy. hehe.

HERE! INTRODUCING MOMO! ((:

HAVEN SEEN PATRICK FOR SOOO DAMN LONG!

FINALLY A PHOTO WITH HIM. <3

KKKOON!! ((:

& ALSO DARIUS.

OKAYS. ITS MY GREAT OFF DAY TODAY!!

I SHALL UPDATE MORE TONIGHT OKAYS. SORRY READERS.

STAY TUNE.! I SHALL NOT WASTE MY OFF DAY.

*OFF* (:

what we could have been, 2:33 PM.