Sunday, April 25, 2010
This is the 100th post to my blog. Haha. Haven been blogging for so long.
Cos I'm still handling with my emotions.
Memories is the only thing that's follow us forever. Some memories can be really nice.
Yet, there will always be bad memories too. Upon a relationship, everybody have
different experienced. But every r/s we had, is one that help us get a clearer picture of what we really wants. The longer the r/s is, the longer time it takes to heal.
Everybody was hurt by another, yet we still believe in love. And everytime we lost
Somebody,we'll only think of the good points after tat.
I'm growing up, from a little girl. Finding out what I exactly wanted.
And what's mine.
Cos I'm still handling with my emotions.
Memories is the only thing that's follow us forever. Some memories can be really nice.
Yet, there will always be bad memories too. Upon a relationship, everybody have
different experienced. But every r/s we had, is one that help us get a clearer picture of what we really wants. The longer the r/s is, the longer time it takes to heal.
Everybody was hurt by another, yet we still believe in love. And everytime we lost
Somebody,we'll only think of the good points after tat.
I'm growing up, from a little girl. Finding out what I exactly wanted.
And what's mine.
what we could have been, 7:45 PM.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
ive never ask for anything more than ur love.the countless night with u. makes me almost forgot how i used to live my life alone. makes me feel lonely. but i donno why im keeping a distance. not because i dont feel the same way u tot anymore. but afraid of the history. not that i don wanna give u a chance, bout ive been given u chances all along. & because it hurts me everytime. & i don wanna get hurt anymore. im trying to figure out whats best for us. yet, there's nth i can think of. & i really do miss u.
bye bi.
what we could have been, 3:10 PM.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
im back home. where i belong. & i finally realised i haven been back for so long.
i went down to plush on sunday, met patrick. drank & down to geylang for supper.
monday, moved back.
everything got to start anew. realise this is not the first time im back home. and dealing with this matter.
what we could have been, 4:53 PM.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
is there ever a policy, thats relationship is going to have a good ending..
150410 thursday.
what can be done one faithful thursday.? ate sleeping pills last night and slept till like 5pm today. haha. i noe im damn good at sleeping. but there is nth better for me to do. tml gonna work again. thinking of getting a day job, but all the jobs are like so boring. how can everybody lead such a boring life? life isnt long. so, i only wanna do things that i feel happy bout. surviving still. but wanted so much more out of life. been home the entire day. amazingly i haven been going out for every of my off days. WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS?? i don wanna stay at home la.. needa get a life man. so many ppl seems to have been enjoying their life.. )):
BYE BI..
what we could have been, 10:42 PM.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
if ure given a chance to make a wish.what would u ask for?
what we could have been, 5:37 PM.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
just another sunday ((: a stay home day with bi. okays, lets blog about ytd. i think ive got a bad habit.
i used to club every sat. & so, if i dont go club i donno what to do!
isnt that really bad.? & so, i went to powerhouse again last night.
asked patrick to join me. haha. & amazingly he's free!
& we saw thinesh there! so unexpected.. (:
& im very drunk last night. & im drop dead on the bed when im home.
dont really rmb anything after i left the club. haha.
woke up ard 3pm! Oops. heh. went for fish beehoon! ((: nice nice.
because u said that u love me, & i believe so.. (:
what we could have been, 7:36 PM.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
080410 thurs.woke up at 7am!! madness. went to help efa for 6hrs. shagged like f***.
lying down there like as if im a patient in the hospital. haha. raining badly in the morning.
then mad hot in the afternoon. off to bugis for lunch at MOF.
efa recommended. not bad (: walked ard but im way too tired for shopping.
home and rest till evening. & bi sent me to work ((:
plush bar.. drink drink play play. den finally the long day ended.
im drop dead.
090410 friday.
woke up quite late. off for luch with bi.. & rested at home. over-ly tired. haha.
& at night.. off to plush bar again. lol. work work & play games.
saw a few familiar faces. not so bad. but i believe i'll feel sick of that place soon. haha.
oops! bi was a good boy.. came home quite early? whats wrong? LOL.
100410 saturday
yea & today im home for now. leaving for dad's place ltr on.
den there wil be no more plans.. wondering. what to do huh.
no powerhouse today leh. viven not free. so, what can i do?
bibibibibibibibibibibibibi...
what we could have been, 3:02 PM.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
ive been sick since bkk trip. not feeling any better. coughing like forever.fever keep coming back to me. ): why like that. mad sad. haven been updating my blog.
due to im not feeling well. din on my lappy for like a few day alr.
& nth special happen this few days also..
went drinking with bi on monday. & he left me gg home alone. due to he wan go shanghai dolly.
but my body doesnt feels so good. so i din follow.
tues, went cine with bi for sushi & movie.
hw to train ur dragon. nice show!
toothless is mad cute. lovess lovess. touching show though.
off to meet mummy for dinner @ chinatown. curry fishhead and chilli crab.
((: den bi say "lets go drink with eddie".
i ended up at tanjong pagar again. but thankfully, bi din ask me go home myself.
& for today.. super boring.. i was home the entire day till dinner time bi bring me go holland eat.
FISH BEEHOON! mad nice ((:
been feeling kinda neglected by bi this few days. cos he have got too much friends to entertain.
): where are my gfs? i feel like gg to haji lane.. feel just chill out. i miss having some drinks & relax. i miss those days. im going to meet lover efa tml! haven seen her for like 1yr alr lor.
super miss her. thinking back to our good old days. heh.. but tml im going to help her be model.
she got her facial test. so as a friend.. im going to help her. ((:
will be going down to plush bar tml night. whos with me ((:
bye bi ):
what we could have been, 11:32 PM.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
another awesome sat night out with ven to powerhouse.
donno why it seems like its lesser fun now. feels rather like drinking & chatting with some friends. met patrick & vincent there also. happy birthday vincent! (:
ended powerhouse before it close. den off to mac for breakfast.
home sweet home after that. & im sooo super tired.
needa work for tml. ): hope work can be more interesting.
i needa more fun job man! i cannot be trap in a place. fun job please... LOL
bye bi!
what we could have been, 5:58 PM.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
290310 monday ((:
on this very lovely monday, bi decided to bring me go bkk!~ whoa.
mad happy. heh. ard 2pm we book the tickets online. and we went off at 6am on tuesday ((:
bi took this photo from donno where. haha. 
as usual. i did not arrange my photos.
2 noob. LOL
before we leave hotel (:
tuk tuk ride! my fav!
driver. heh.
lift.
bi snap here and there of me. (:
nice nice waffle. chocolate flavor.1st day (:
went to find michelle when im there. was so afraid that she couldnt recognise me.
went to find michelle when im there. was so afraid that she couldnt recognise me.
cos i cut my hair. but she damn nice. she rmb me! i was mad happy that time.
first day when im there, we only walked ard platinum. heh. bought some stuff. ((:
2nd day (:
went platinum again. cos its wholesale day. heh. bi bring me to siam sq.
heh. there got alot small small shops. but clothes there so nice man. heh.
kinda ex anyway.. LOL. ohya. i forgot to mention, the fruits at BKK is mad nice.
very cheap & sooo sweet and juicy.been eating soo much fruits during this trip.
3rd day (:
as we shop here and there, we met wallace, ah poh & jeffrey (bi's friend)
so coincidence. & we're staying at the same hotel. haha. nice nice. we all went to club at night.
thanks to michelle, we brought us to funky villa. nice place. nice music too.
but too much ppl. so squeezy. irritating. & michelle says "LETS GO SECONDARY ROUND!"
i was like..-.-'' mad tired alr lor. hah. give her face, we go awhile.
back to hotel & had maggie mee. haha. the maggie mee there mad nice lor.
4th day (:
its time to get back to sg. (:
i love this trip. thanks bi! (:
its time to get back to sg. (:
i love this trip. thanks bi! (:
what we could have been, 4:16 PM.
