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Sunday, January 31, 2010

with darling viven in the toilet. haha.


met a friend there and took a photo too.

peggy. she's really nice..

viven seems high alr. (: haha.. other photos shall be posted on fb yea.
another party night at powerhose. awesome though.
maybe im abit impatient in some stuff. oops(:
but overall i still kinda enjoy the night. (:
anzi came down too! went for breakfast tgt after club.
nice breakfast. (:
aww. tml's sch again. sadded. ):
bye bi..





what we could have been, 5:40 PM.
Saturday, January 30, 2010

yumi and me (:
late post again. haha. finally, its was friday ytd. means no school today!
happy sia. ended sch at 540 ytd and went far east with yumi.
ate oyster mee sua, bought a bag and went taka.. haha.
its fun with her (: she's nice.
went to work at 9pm. work is boring ytd. din see any fun ppl.
cant wait to end work lor. LOL. ended at 3am and chiong.
bought maggie mee and pizza bar.
i think im kinda high by den alr. hohoho.
gonna go for hair appt at expect studio @sunset way.
shall post photos when im done with my new hair colour alrights (:
bye biiiiiiii....

what we could have been, 12:47 PM.
Friday, January 29, 2010

i guess its time to change style. so sick of haven long brown hair.
like every girl is about the same isnt it? how boring.
its because all of us are worried that it wouldnt suit us.
im going to dye my hair tml. haven decide what colour yet.
anybody got any suggestion.
i need inspiration, not another negotiation.
gonna go to sch later on. haven been uploading pictures.
gonna take more pictures soon.
saturday powerhouse.. anybody interested? LOL.
every individual is unique. therefore mindset is always different that cause
arguements and debates.
how do we actually tame down ourselves and control our temper.
i need anger management course again. sucks ):
i needa change. to a point of not being roses with thorns. but sunflower. (:


what we could have been, 12:39 PM.
Thursday, January 28, 2010

when im left alone everything seems to be in black and white.
went to sch today as usual. cannot catch up in class alr. got very bad memory la.
needa buck up alr. friendship between classmates seems to become better.
joan is really nice. i went back with her ytd after sch. went dinner at tanjong pagar den i went off to work. she went home and completed her homework. and i din. ):
she came down to 0+ for a drink. sweet.
today's off day. so happy. (:
gonna do homework alr. sooo tired. needa to slp early tonight.
bye bi!

what we could have been, 7:56 PM.

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you.
It is best to love wisely, no doubt; but to love foolishly is better than not to be able to love at all.

You gave me the key of your heart, my love;Then why did you make me knock?""Oh that was yesterday, saints above!And last night—I changed the lock!

what we could have been, 12:52 PM.

is damn pissed.! tell me its not their fault.
on sat night i lost my phone and i called starhub to suspend it.
on sun i went to get a replacement sim card. they told me it will ONLY be activated 3DAYS LATER. why the heck do i have to wait so long? don see a reason lor.
so i called them on tuesday cos they haven activate it. tues night, its finally activated.
and now they suspend it AGAIN! just because they wanted to update it today and saw it activated..
so, i have to call them again. that bitch told me to off my phone and wait for one hr for activation.
how long more do u wan me to wait. ridiculous. just what is in ur mind man.
put some passion in ur job bitch!

what we could have been, 12:15 PM.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

tell me where is the true love?
someone that i can be with forever.
a guy that will call me beautiful instead of hot.
calls me back when i hang up on him.
who will lie with me under the stars and listen to my heartbeat.
or will stay awake just to watch me sleep.
waiting for the guy to kiss me on my forehead, who wanna show me off to the world
when im in sweat.
who thinks that im just pretty without makeup on.
one that is constantly reminding me that how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me.
who turns to his friends and say.. thats her..
sing try to me like nobody ever did.
& i'll marry u.

what we could have been, 8:46 PM.

once upon a time, there's a little girl who wanted to know about her future.
she went to the mountain and asked the sky.
"where is my future?"
"sweetie your future is in your hands."

what we could have been, 12:17 PM.

aww. i donwan to go to school. ): so sick. everyday trying to hard to rmb something to difficult.
always tried and end up forgetting again. why is class so boring and stressful? why the hell is my classmates so interested. or am i not hardworking enough? i need some motivation to go to school la. i skipped school ytd. due to im so nt in mood for that. work as usual. but time passes fast ytd. happy. yeetze is going to buy new phone later after sch. my pocket is going to have a big whole man. ):

i needa catch up with my classmates soon. kambate.!~

what we could have been, 12:14 PM.
Monday, January 25, 2010

im so damn fucking ultimate sad lor.
lost my love. bb..9700.
im so wanna get a new one lor. ):
so damn sway la. i dropped it at st james smoking area.
was so paranoid, going ard asking ppl to call my phone.
yet, everybody telling me "aiya, nobody will return u de la"
like so many ppl splashing cold water at me. ):
luckily there are still some kind ppl that helped me (:
work ytd, so no mood lor. din even wanna dress up.
and today got no mood to go to sch. tired and shagg.
i think even i go to sch i wont be able to concentrate.
tonight gonna work again. tml! i must go and buy my phone back. i swear man. ):

what we could have been, 2:14 PM.
Sunday, January 24, 2010

i lost my damn phone!
im so damn sad la.
please get me my phone back. i want the same phone! ):

what we could have been, 5:29 AM.
Friday, January 22, 2010

i watched sister's keeper ytd. i know im kinda slow. but its really a nice and touching movie.
how can someone do so much just to help another person survive. and how it feels when ure planned to be born to sacrifce for another. not having enough love and care yet have to go for operation since like the age of 5. how much the mother love her daughter that she never wanted her to leave, send her for so many operations but din realise that its so pain that she just wanna die. touching story and i love it!

went prawning ytd aft school. *happy. though im not the one prawning but its okays.
nowadays i dont seems to enjoy much. seems like ive been so tired these days. haven been going to df for so damn long la. i missed it there man. but life have become so scheduled. hais..
at the age of 19, i should work hard for my future? or enjoy while im young?
i arent gonna live forever. okays, i should stop giving myself excuses to party.

school later. i better go. needa prepare some food to fill my lovely tummy. (:
bye bi! (:

what we could have been, 11:57 AM.
Thursday, January 21, 2010

another lovely graphic that i love

as days goes by, the hard sch work have become. japanese, not a easy language.
those tadpoles lookalike wording makes me so confused. yet dying to master it.
feels abit lonely these days. have been spending everyday like so alone kind.
wake up myself, prepare and go to sch. took bus alone and sch's alone too.
though there are classmates but overall not so close ma.
dinner will be alone and head down to work.
feel like yeetze seems to have grown up and become more independent?
the process of growing.
sat will be party night. powerhouse with my darling viven!
cant wait for photoshoot's photo to be out.
but darling say have to edit them. sadded.
must be fugly. thats why. haha. though she say edit the lightening only.
excited because its my first photoshoot.

prawning now again. (:

what we could have been, 7:26 PM.

那么的认真去思考你对我的认真,或许是多么伤害人而结论始终是疑问

what we could have been, 12:36 PM.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010

My way of love,

Try to do whatever u wan me to like accompany u.
Going thru different parts of life. Sharing tears and joy.
Rich or poor. Forget bout what u did and don't care bout what u do outside.
Cos its the way u wanna do it. Ure old enough to think.
Only care bout whether u have eaten and stuff.
Stay by ur side when u need a listening ear.
That's all I can do. Suitable or not will be shown in the future.

what we could have been, 7:24 PM.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010

another graphic that i find it a meaningful.
in life, we suffer alot of lost. everybody that come and go leave footsteps in our life.
nobody can ever leave clearly. esp someone that we like.
now that we are young, i wanted so much to keep everything that i can
so that i can laugh at it when im old.
i wanna keep everyone ard me close. thats my friends.
they are the when that is going to give advices and going thru so much more that comes
across. family, they're someone close, they will not leave until the day they stop breathing.
they will be in our memories.
love is something that we always think that is most important to us.
but, never neglect ur friends and everybody ard u.
rmb that when u haven met ur love, they are the one that spend ur days with u.
sharing ur tears and joy. party with u, be ur listening ear and go thru this shit life.
fate is what that brought everyone tgt.


what we could have been, 8:17 PM.
Sunday, January 17, 2010

went for photoshoot ytd! photos not out yet.
might have to wait till next week.
viven if u ever sees this, please get the photos to me soon (:
took a few shot on our own so should share it with everyone.


after a long walk early under the hot sun. ):





took poloroid photo for souvenir too!

im excited bout my newlook. so i took this in the toilet. haha.
very princess style hor! but im kinda not used to it.

overall its my first time going for photoshoot. now i know how tiring it is for a model.
being it feels good to look good la. but yeetze cant pose well. sadded. ):
went for dinner and movie aft photoshoot. vampire assitant. not bad (:
den bq to wait for someone while he's gambling. lets not mention who is that. LOL.
so buay pai seh lor. im so tired alr. make me wait from 12am till 7am lor.
i nearly died cos i woke up at 930 in the morning! luckily rick is at bq too!
if not i will die of boredom man! had breakfast at mac (: love big breakfast.
slept well and woke up at 5pm today! madness* im too tired la.
tomorrow's sch day again. needa study again. aww ):
btw, im thinking of transferring sch. i heard another sch is 3 times cheaper den my current sch laa. u think i should?








what we could have been, 11:49 PM.

Specially dedicated to my beloved cousie,rick.

Do not care bout what others think of u. Don't bother to explain urself.
Like the graphics said, if the person likes u, u don't need to explain.
If the person dislike u, he/she wouldn't believe u.
Believe in urself. Ure a nice guy.! Being ur cousin I totally understand.
Everything might not seems going well for u, but it will definately turns out right someday. We might have lost contact during the yrs. And I think its quite miracle for us to have such good relationship at this point of time.
Cheer up! No matter what u noe I'm here when u need a listening ear :)

what we could have been, 6:24 AM.
Friday, January 15, 2010


something i find it quite true. (:
school finally ended for this week. hope to catch up whatever that ive learnt this week.
went wheelock place after school for dinner. sakae sushi. (:
tonight's program will be prawning at bishan! i wanna eat prawn laa. haha.
will blog the prawning photos in the next post i guess.
such a busy week. needa work more to earn money for sch fees laa.
anybody got any lobang anot? haha.
gonna help viven for photoshoot tml. never went any photoshoot before.
wonder how its gonna be like. must be tiring and hot.
abit scared though. hope the pictures will come out nice (:
prawning seems so difficult. they haven caught any.
tml's gonna be a tiring day!

what we could have been, 7:50 PM.

loving someone is a big knowledge that we have to learn.
thick and thin to go thru. tears and joy.
everyone get hurts. but when ure hurt, rmb the pain.
& dont repeat the same thing to another person.
most important point is, do not compare between two person.
every individual is unique.
in life, we will miss out something that we never want to.
treasure the one that is with u is definately smarter den crying for ur lost.

what we could have been, 12:24 PM.
Thursday, January 14, 2010








love is when there's nothing else, yet u feel that life is colourful.
just having the person beside u.

school's kinda stress. i wish i could get to understand it better.
maybe it just take a lil more time. heard that i should watch anime to improve.
haha. maybe i really should. tml's school again. last day of school for this week.
been really tired. school and work.
went meet viven after school today at chinatown.
she wanted to go buy some stuff for sat photoshot.
quite excited. im not photogenic la. so im afraid it wouldnt come out nice.
went find mummy too! at her workplace. haven seen her for a month lor.
porridge for dinner. its been so long since i last went there for dinner.
home after that. its been so long i haven come home so early.
haha. kinda busy days. whats for tml after school? mm..


what we could have been, 9:37 PM.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I'm soooo tired :( slept at 3am last night.
Woke up at 830 today. Stress and tired.
Can't concentrate at all. Second day of school.
So afraid that I couldn't catch up man. Hopefully I managed to get thru the difficult days.
work again. Not busy so still can blog.
End school had dinner den chiong down to work alr.
Needa work till 2am. I'm dying lor. Eyes closing.
If only yeetze don't have to work :(

what we could have been, 8:43 PM.

Watashiwa yeetze desu. Hajimemashite douzo yoroshiku.

Ytd was first day for class. Stress like mad.
Couldn't really understand what the teacher's trying to say.
Gotta rmb what she taught us. Rmb how to pronounce a language I got no idea of.
Writing a foreign language is never as easy as u think.
Gonna be dictation later on. Aww.

Went to work after lesson ytd. Official opening of o+.
Crowded and tiring. I got poor memory after drinking laa.
How am I supposed to rmb. Diediedie.
and why the hell am I awake so early. Luckily managed to finish homework.
So afraid that I'll get too anxious and forget all the things I tried to rmb.
gonna jiayou. Bye bi!

what we could have been, 9:29 AM.
Monday, January 11, 2010

nothing last forever isnt it? (:

finally im back from KL.
touch down sg at ard 3pm. was so damn tired.
fell aslp and is too lazy to wake up for food.
haha. woke up at like 10pm.
went newton! its like every sunday thingy la.
its school tml! 2.40pm to 540pm (:
excited.. painting my toes nails to gay pink!
haha. too sian la. nothing to do.
o+ official opening tml!
gonna work from 7pm to 2am.
its going to be a busy day.




a random picture (:

what we could have been, 1:21 AM.
Saturday, January 9, 2010

woke up at 830am and went for breakfast in the hotel. just got back to room.
gonna take some rest. supposed to go times sq at 2pm. night still going drink again.
i think im going to be like damn tired.
went drinking at a place call thai club last night.
alcohol prices ard the same as singapore.
a few r&b songs and stuff. but NO thai songs. wth!
weird place. and the aircon there is fucking powerful la. madness.
i nearly died in that place man.
went back like at 130am.
ultra tired. took a hot bath and hop to bed.
if this hotel room is my room.. that will be best man!
i think i'll spend half the lifetime at home.
bathtub is awesome (:

what we could have been, 9:40 AM.
Friday, January 8, 2010

something i find it very true (:
thanks to all people that loves me, treated me with all their love.
friends, family and u.!
alot of regrets in life that is made can never be changed.
so cherish whatever that is yours for the moment.
u'll never know how long it will be there.
im back to hotel room again. going to chinatown later on.
feeling kinda lazy to go out. its been raining here. 3rd time for today.
madness* damn cold lor.
school's starting soon. how everything's gonna be like?
i guess i'll suffer bout the school fees man. damn ex.
but i hope its gonna be interesting. anyway, its something ive never tried.
i better run. should enjoy holiday den blogging here. (:
bye bi! (:

what we could have been, 8:32 PM.

hey, im in KL now.
went airport at 5am this morning.
and got to the hotel here at 8plus. omgg.
uber tired. staying my maya hotel located at town area.

here's some the pictures in the room. quite spacious.




polaroid photo (:
i think this mirror is awesome. winks*



took damn long to adjust and take this photo. final shot. (:

pose on the sexy bed. my fav king sized bed.


young girl face right? haha ><
went twin tower in the afternoon. not fun. same as paragon. i might as well go back and shop.
i wanna experience something different. napped in hotel till like 5plus in the evening.
gonna go for dinner now. den come back to the hotel. night will be... drink :)
school's on monday!


























what we could have been, 5:44 PM.
Thursday, January 7, 2010

met darling viven today for dinner.
did alot of girls talk. she's a very kind hearted girl.
and she asked me why ive never ever scold her.
wth. how to scold her. she so nice.
had dinner at secret recipe. not very nice.
mm. but nice chatting with her. went over to city hall. ate ice cream.
talked about alot of stuff we din really tell ppl. (:
she's the best best. (:

will be going to KL later on. and now is so damn early la.
so lazy to pack my stuff. yawns. please let it be a fun trip before school starts alrights.
time flies, monday will be my first day of school alr. haven even go buy a notebook and pen lor.
haha. better do it soon. must jiayou and at least be good at something.
its a new year and ive grow older again. -.-
better start to make some planings. im so useless suddenly.
not good in anything. been wasting so much of my youth. hais.
just how long more can i be like this.
yeetze have to be more sensible la. ):
somebody slapped me can?!

what we could have been, 10:54 PM.

never live with any regrets. do things u think u really wanted it to happen.
and think twice. we can never reverse time to do it again.
be it love life, family or anything u can think of.
a little act can cause a big differences.


will be going KL on friday morning. means i'll be absence for a few days and come back with more photos.


swensen for dinner ytd. loves the pasta!


and frolick for dessert. yogurt with strawberry toppings! loves loves. (:


what we could have been, 3:44 PM.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010


omgg! cupcakes is so damn cute right?
there's always different designs and colours.
so cute, so fun and so delicious.
in the past, cupcakes are always plain and boring.
and with so much cream and designs make it so nice (:
i love cupcakes.. ((:

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what we could have been, 3:08 PM.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Feels like life's the same everyday. Sleep till late afternoon. Wake up for food.
Bathe and prepare for work. Start work means drink and work. All the way till it ends. Its either continue drinking or home. Everyday is just repeating as normal.
It's going to change in like 6 days time. Its gonna be busier. Hope everything is gonna be fun.

Went to work at 7pm ytd. Till 2am. Den down to bq alcool to collect cheque. Den to strawberry pub. Got to noe this girl named joshephine. And she actually heard of my name before seeing me. Amazing. She's wendy's yonger sister. World's so small. Or rather singapore is so damn small. Over to mt club after that, and one of the waitress happens to be my long lost friend. So call friend la. Lol. Amazing night.
I'm getting so lazy these days. Omgg! Its bad.
Gonna work soon.. :)

what we could have been, 6:00 PM.
Monday, January 4, 2010

here's some photos i took at viven's birthday bash.


the flower pin is the door gift of her party! :)
the cute little cupcakes. yummy!
woke up at 3pm today. slept really well. went novana sq 2 for lunch.
had volcano ramen. nice nice. dessert went to yami yougurt.
peach flavour with peach topings. (:
but still i prefer frolick yogurt.
went cine for movie, sherlock holmes. rated 7/10.
and newton for supper.
yesterday.. at powerhouse.. its viven's birthday and gavin suggested something funny.
viven have got a mission to get 21 stranger (guys) to give her a kiss on her cheek!
and gotta take a photo of it.! run ard finding guys to kiss her. super fun though.
but got real tired, went mac for breakfast before home (:
enjoy myself though. ((:



what we could have been, 2:42 AM.
Saturday, January 2, 2010

happy 21st birthday to my darling viven!
I'm currently at her party.
due to she got too much friends that I donno, I decided to blog using my phone!
Bought a stalk of white rose for viven with her pressie.
I hope she like it. Took some photos but I gotta wait for her to send me.
Will update soon yea!
Powerhouse later! Haven been going for like 2 to 3 weeks alr.
School starting on the jan 11th.
Must enjoy for now. Whoa!

what we could have been, 8:43 PM.

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