Tuesday, March 9, 2010
ive never said no, not because im okays with it.
its because i love u. & i tot it will be okays.
yet, im not feeling that safe. i feel really distant. & i can do nth bout it.
all i can do, is to work hard. lead my life independent.
so at least when u think that ure better off alone,
i wont die. never hope that someone is gonna change for u.
cos u noe it. it will never be.
people says if u love someone, u wont need that person to change.
is that true? but sometimes its seriously getting out of control.
i din stop u. because i want u to lead ur life ur way, not mine.
but it doesnt mean it wont hurt.
so just tell me what u want. & we get straight to the point.
& not wasting time. u noe what u want.
its a bad day. ):
woke up in the afternoon, went for interview @ robinson tower.
passed. starting training tml at 1030. down to town. had a bad arguement with bi.
whos fault? ): lunch at din tai fung. din have mood to eat.
ate a little. den walk ard. dinner at 313. den home. changed and went down to bq with bi.
ard 1 plus. home. alone. he went casino again. so im home to blog.
how's tml gonna be like? anywhere better?
lets hope i'll be able to see rainbows aft the rain. maybe its all meant to be.
i may be dreaming. so wait till im awake.
what we could have been, 2:00 AM.
